My me, me, me thoughts are always ready to jump back into action, especially when I have been working extra long hours and burning the candle on both ends. I’m beat mentally and physically.  In my mind I’m doing what I think is right. Working hard for my family. Trying to support and provide for them at all costs. But what sometimes happens when I’m over working  is I start to think  in tunnel vision again. I’m working so hard on one thing, I lose focus on everything else going on around me.  I begin thinking and feeling that everything revolves around me and that I’m the only person in the world, that matters.  Those are the thoughts I work so hard at not having anymore. It just shows for me what happens when I’m not close to the program. I’m not staying spiritually fit. If I do not continue to do the things that got me here even when I think I am to busy, my old thinking takes over like it never left. Continue reading